national service

I was chosen to national service... unlike Singapore or South Korea, in here the NS is for all gender... it is not only for boy... and in here, to go to NS, the goverment randomly pick the candidate for the NS... so for me, i rather called myself unlucky for chosen to the NS... although many ex-NS trainee said it was fun there... i dont like outdoor activities... for me, it tiring and hot... i really cant stand it.. i will go there this march and i dont know whut will happen to me... but i just pray that i can stand living there for 3 month.... i know i can do it.... and guess whut, my NS camp is very far from my home... it about more than 500km and i have to get a flight to the camp... many of my fwends said that will be my precious experience but will it be one? i just dont know whut to say to them that i really hope that i didnt chosen to be one of NS candidate.... now i rather called it fate... i was chosen beoz if fate...